Its not always Sunshine and Rainbows....

Well hello everyone! Today I feel exhausted mentally and physically and could quite literally lay in bed all day to catch up on sleep but if you are a mommy you know that isnt possible so here i sit, watching my beautiful kiddos play and enjoy their day. I often wonder if i am over extending myself opening two businesses and being a mom and house wife. But what would life be without a little risk and chaos. I would like to one day leave this planet knowing that i gave it my all than to wonder what could have been. But still im tired. Sometimes it takes everything I have just to want to watch Barbie fairy secret for the 5th time in a row for the week. Or to listen to Zephan cry every time i leave his sight (isnt separation anxiety awesome?) By the end of the day I have worked on both of my businesses every free second I had, Cleaned the whole house, did the laundry, answered my mothers calls 50 times about DisneyWorld (she is excited to go), texted my husband all day (my favorite part of the day lol) and made dinner and bathed the kiddos. On to a family game or movie, watch our prime time television after the kids are asleep then when the whole house is asleep i work on business again. Then sleep and it starts again. This is not me complaining just simply being real. I would hate to have a "mom blog" and have it seem that i am some perfect person who can do it all perfect all the time. Life is not always sunshine and rainbows. Sometimes its messy,chaotic and hard to push through. So for you moms out there who may be feeling this way...no worries my friend. There is a light at the end of the tunnel. Tomorrow is infact a new day and perhaps that day will be a Sunshine and Rainbow kinda day.